SPIRITS OR GNATS?????

last night i was watching tv and my cat was sleeping on the pile of dirty clothes in the chair.  she suddenly gets up and starts chasing something all over the three rooms she is allowed in.  i see nothing of course..........so i get up to see if she is chasing something tangible or maybe playing with one of those ghost kitties. 

i still saw nothing. 

a few minutes later i kept seeing something out of the corner of my eye.  could have been a reflection off the tv on the brass floor lamp pole, or could have been the lights from a passing car through the slit in the window, or, an infamous georgia gnat......... i don't want to believe it was anything more.  but it could have been.

i have come down with another sinus infection that is giving me some of the symptoms i had back in january when i was rushed to the hospital.  i had a moment of panic when i couldn't breathe when i first awoke today.  i then had cold chills.  i noticed this beginning last night as i watched tv.  maybe i am hallucinating (but then i guess my cat would be hallucinating too........right???)

i think i have had too much on my heart and mind and still trying to work and be sick and adjust to my new place..........i am just fatigued and reading things into things that aren't really there.  where is that guardian angel when i need him??????????