BRIDE OF THE WEEK

OMG, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!  

I WAS CHOSEN AS DAVID'S BRIDAL'S BRIDE OF THE WEEK..........

I GET BREAKFAST, A MARY KAY MAKEOVER AND WEDDING TIPS, AS WELL AS FAVORS FROM SOME OF THE LOCAL SPONSORS. 

IS THIS GREAT OR WHAT?!?!  NOW IF I COULD JUST WIN THAT WEDDING DRESS LOL.  MICHAEL SUBMITTED HIS ENTRY TOO, BUT I AM NOT SURE HE WILL LOOK ALL THAT GOOD IN A FLOWING WHITE GOWN LOL.  (MICHAEL, PUT THAT COMPUTER DOWN, DON'T YOU DARE THROW IT AT ME................MUAH).  

OF COURSE, THE BUTTERFLIES HAVE BEGUN, MOSTLY DUE TO THE STRESS OF WORKING AND PLANNING A WEDDING. 

BUT I AM LOOKING SO FORWARD TO TAKING THIS STEP..........AND SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH A WONDERFUL MAN WHO TRULY LOVES ME. 

THANK YOU MICHAEL.  

YIPPEEEEEEE................BRIDE OF THE WEEK................WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LETTING YOU KNOW I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Spend My Life With You

Eric Benet  

Never knew such a day could come

And I never knew such a love

Could be inside of one

And I never knew what my life was for

But now that you're here

I know for sure I never knew till I looked in your eyes

I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life

And I never knew that my heart could feel

So precious and pure

One love so real

Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes

Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night

Can we just feel this way together

Till the end of all time

Can I just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks

And the years will roll by

But nothing will change the love inside

Of you and I

And baby I'll never find any words

That could explain

Just how much my heart my life

My soul you've changed

Can you run to these open arms

When no one else understands

Can we tell God and the whole world

I'm your woman, and you're my man

Can't you just feel how much I love you

With one touch of my hand

Can I just spend my life with you

No touch has ever felt so wonderful

(You are incredible)

And a deeper love I've never known

(I'll never let you go)

I swear this love is true

(Now and forever to you to you)

Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes

Can I just feel your heart beating beside me

Every night

Can we just feel this way together

Till the end of all time

Can I just spend my life with you

Can you run to these open arms

When no one else understands

Can we tell God and the whole world

I'm your woman, and you're my man

Can't you just feel how much I love you

With one touch of my hand

Can I just spend my lifewith you

Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just spend my life with you

(Forever here with you)

Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just see you every morning when I

Open my eyes.

WOOOO HOOOOO I FOUND ONE

THANK THE GOOD LORD....................I FOUND A WEDDING DRESS..................IF I CAN GET MY FRIEND WHO IS A DESIGNER/SEAMSTRESS TO REDO IT TO LOOK THE WAY I WANT IT TO, I WILL BE SET.     IT IS MIDNIGHT BLUE VELVET, AND I WANT TO ADD BLACK LACE PUFFED SLEEVES AND TRAIN, AS WELL AS A BLACK LACE VEIL.  THE DRESS IS ALREADY GORGEOUS, AND WOULD MAKE A VERY PRETTY CHRISTMAS DRESS AS IS.  BUT IF MY FRIEND CAN WORK HER MAGIC ON IT, I WILL BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BRIDE.............    

 

I AM TRULY EXCITED ABOUT MY UPCOMING MARRIAGE TO MY BELOVED MICHAEL, BUT I MUST ADMIT, THE BUTTERFLIES HAVE ALREADY BEGUN.................I THINK MOSTLY DUE TO THE FACT I AM HAVING TO DO MOST OF THE PLANNING OF THE WEDDING SINCE MICHAEL IS STILL STUCK OUT THERE IN VEGAS, WORKING WORKING WORKING, WHICH LEAVES THE FUN STUFF UP TO ME OUT HERE IN GEORGIA......................BUT I DON'T MIND.  MICHAEL IS VERY EASY GOING AND WOULD LIKE MOST ANYTHING I PLAN..............I HOPE.............(SMILE MICHAEL, LOL).     

 

 I HAVE FINALLY PURCHASED THE PAPERS WITH WHICH I WILL BE MAKING THE ANNOUNCEMENTS.  NOW I HAVE TO SIT DOWN AND FIGURE OUT THE BEST WAY TO MAKE THEM AND STILL HAVE THEM LOOK CLASSY.  SIGH.    

 

 MY DAUGHTER AGREED TO STAND UP WITH ME AS MY MAID OF HONOR, BUT REFUSES TO WEAR A BLACK DRESS..............GEEEEEE........... SHE IS ALMOST 20 AND STILL REBELLING........... KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SHE ASKED ME IF SHE COULD BRING HER NEW BOYFRIEND (WHOM I TRULY ADORE, AND WHO GETS ALONG VERY WELL WITH ME), AND I SAID YES.  THEN SHE ASKED WHAT SHOULD HE WEAR.......WELL, SINCE SHE IS PLANNING ON WEARING BLUE JEANS AND A T-SHIRT, I ASSUME HE WILL WEAR THE SAME...............I PREFER AT LEAST BLACK JEANS AND BLACK T-SHIRTS WHICH MY DAUGHTER ADAMANTLY SAYS NO TO, BUT AT LEAST MY DAUGHTER IS ATTENDING................    

 

I WAS ONLINE A FEW NIGHTS AGO, AND AN OLD ONLINE BOYFRIEND EMAILED ME ABOUT A NEW LOVE HE HAS, AND THEN HE IM'D ME.  DURING THE IM, HE ASKED IF HE AND HIS NEW LADY LOVE COULD ATTEND THE WEDDING, AND I TOLD HIM IT WOULD BE FINE.  I WANNA SEE THIS NEW LADY THAT TOOK THE THRONE I VACATED A LONG TIME AGO. (THANK GOODNESS I DID VACATE IT.)    

 

I AM NOT INVITING ANY OTHER GUESTS TO THE WEDDING DUE TO SEVERAL REASONS.  ONE, THE DISTANCE.  SAVANNAH IS NOT CLOSE TO ANY OF THOSE WHOM I WOULD WANT TO INVITE.  TWO, MANY OF THOSE WHO I WOULD INVITE WOULDN'T ATTEND A WEDDING IN A CEMETERY WITH THE BRIDE AND GROOM WEARING GOTHIC ATTIRE.  (I DO WISH TO POINT OUT HERE TO THOSE OF MY READERS OUT THERE THAT KNOW ME AS A CHRISTIAN.............I HAVE NOT SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL FOR MICHAEL'S LOVE.........I HAVE ALWAYS LIKED HALLOWEEN AND GOTHIC, VAMPIRIC THINGS AND SO DOES MICHAEL.  I AM STILL A WORSHIPPING CHRISTIAN AND DON'T PLAN ON CHANGING THAT FOR MICHAEL OR ANYONE ELSE.)  AND THE THIRD REASON IS MOST OF THE PEOPLE I WOULD INVITE WOULD ONLY ATTEND BECAUSE THEY WOULD BE CURIOUS, NOT GENUINELY INTERESTED IN MINE AND MICHAEL'S HAPPINESS.  THE FINAL REASON IS DUE TO THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE ALLOWED IN SPECIAL EVENTS GROUPS IN THE CEMETERY.  IF THERE ARE QUITE A FEW IN THE GROUP, THE CEMETERY WILL CHARGE.............AND RIGHT NOW IT IS FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

SO I HOPE I DON'T OFFEND ANYONE BY NOT INVITING THEM.  I WILL PUT A NICE ANNOUNCEMENT IN THE JOURNAL FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED.     

 

I STILL NEED TO MAKE A NECKLACE FOR THE WEDDING AND FIND SOME SHOES.  I FOUND THE PERFECT PAIR OF BOOTS, BUT I COULDN'T AFFORD THEM.......EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE ON SALE FOR $65.  BUT THE SHIPPING FROM THE UNITED KINGDOM WOULD HAVE PUSHED THEM EVEN HIGHER.  THEY WERE ANKLE BOOTS WITH A SKULL BUCKLE ON THE SIDE............REALLY REALLY COOL.  MICHAEL OFFERED TO BUY THEM FOR ME, BUT HE NEEDS TO SAVE HIS MONEY FOR LATER.  SO THAT IS MY NEXT BIG VENTURE................AND I THINK I AM GOING TO THE JUNKMAN'S DAUGHTER IN LITTLE FIVE POINTS TO FIND THEM...............AND THE FINGERLESS MESH GLOVES I WILL NEED.    

 

WE WANT TO PLAN A RECEPTION BUT MIGHT HAVE TO DO SO LATER ON IN THE YEAR, OR MAYBE EVEN THE EARLY PART OF 2006.  MONEY WILL BE TIGHT UNTIL MICHAEL FINDS A GOOD JOB HERE.  MY JOB DOESN'T PAY ENOUGH TO PLAN ANYTHING.  I HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS A WILTON CAKE DECORATION INSTRUCTOR WHO WILL MAKE THE CAKE AND OTHER THINGS FOR THE RECEPTION, AT COST.  WE HAVE TO CUT CORNERS WHERE WE CAN.    

 

IF ANY OF MY READERS (WHICH SEEM TO HAVE DWINDLED TO ALMOST NONE SINCE I HAD TO PACK UP MY PUTER AND WASN'T ONLINE FOR AWHILE) HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS ON A GOTHIC WEDDING OR RECEPTION, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.  ALL SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME.    

 

OK,GUESS I BETTER GET BACK TO MY PLANNING..............GOTTA GET STARTED ON THAT NECKLACE FOR THE WEDDING..............IT IS GONNA TAKE SOME TIME SINCE I AM MAKING UP THE DESIGN MYSELF.    

 

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY AND LIFE IS TREATING YOU WELL.                        

WEDDING DRESS

I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I CANNOT SEEM TO FIND THE PERFECT WEDDING DRESS.  OF COURSE, I HAVE STRANGE TASTES, SO I MIGHT NOT EVER FIND THE "PERFECT" DRESS.

 

I AM LOOKING FOR A BLACK OR BLACK AND PURPLE GOTHIC STYLE WEDDING DRESS, HOPEFULLY WITH LOTS OF LACE.  I WANT A FAIRLY LONG TRAIN AS WELL AS A BLACK LACE VEIL.  THE VEIL IS THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES, FOR I CAN MAKE MY OWN. 

 

I NEED A SIZE 16-18 AND DON'T HAVE ALOT OF MONEY TO SPEND.

 

SO, IF ANYONE OUT THERE IN JOURNAL LAND HAS ANY IDEAS, THEY WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.  PLEASE CONTACT ME AT THIS EMAIL ADDRESS.

 

THANKS FOR YOUR HELP..........................